I want to be super skinny?

Been there done that. The thing is once you are that slim, its hard to get bigger again, i know you think - yeah but i dont want to be bigger again anyway, but you'll hear a lot of of people saying curvy is ier, skinny is horrible, and you'll wish you were bigger again, and after a year of avoiding fatty things for healthy things you'll start to wish you could eat the fatty things again but you cant because you've got comfortable being slimmer and you'll have this thing in your mind saying DONT